21 Reviews
Thanks Janax for another good reading.
Thank you, Janax for all the work we have done together over the last year in a half. It's been quite a journey. It's not always easy, but things are getting better. It might take my whole life, but I'm willing to continue my path into healing, because healing can only lead to better years.
You were right. Things have been different lately. Betrayal has been the word of the last few months. I do feel my creativity has been reoccurring in waves. I don't feel I will hear from her for years however. As accurate as you've been in the past I think I may have to wait this one out as hard as it seems. Thank you for allowing me to realize that things will get better. You mentioned months ago my life's direction would shift. You were so right.
The point of ascendancy aligns with the destruction of ego. So it seems every living organism has a soul, thus every kiving organism proceeds to build it's kingdom, even through the presence of disruptive egotism, which for us humans proceeds through our own destruction. A man of God, Van Helsing was the final form. Johnathan had risen to joy through good karma. Thus, he married Mina, the love of his life. However, he knew he could not be content, lest he consciously remained silent in his sin. Dracula was the definition of sin. Van Helsing helped Johnathan destroy the count. Such would align Johnathan back to the narrow path. One day he would age to become Van Helsing, the glorious.
Thanks Janax. As always the best. Now, this is going to sound funny as a review. But I have been thinking about my life in regards to the universe. First off. I am Johnathan, Van Helsing, and Dracula all in one. But here's the thing, Dracula is sin. A devil. The man who is vein and wants eternal youth. Also, for his brides to love him. I am in my Dracula phase. I have all the woman I want, but more than anything I want Mina/Abby to love me. But it is Johnathan who has the love of Mina. Dracula didn't want his brides to touch Johnathan, because it would have exposed Dracula as the man he was before, because both represent the same man—that's me. Dracula wants to be known as vein, but also tortured, and creative. He sees his Johnathan phase as a disaster. Yet, he longs for it, but in his current form. By the end I hope to Van Helsing. Wise and virtuous like Socrates. He can appreciate a woman's beauty without indulging. He's been there, done that. He is in a place of the ascended.
