It began in childhood. I would feel quite different from my peers. Often times, feeling alone in my experiences. It was my mission to supress my intuitive abilities. " I must not let anyone know that I can see that spirit standing there." And " NO ONE must ever know that I knew that would happen for I saw it in a dream the night before." In essense, I ran from myself for quite sometime. I came to find that this is a fruitless mission. The truth is, as often as spirit would attempt to knock, I would shut it out at all costs. The lesson in this? You can't close the door on spirit. I came to realize this much later. In my late twenties, I had a spiritual awakening. It was at this point in my life that the knocking became much too loud to tune out. I had no choice but to embrace what I ignored for so long.
For a good length of time, I was quite fearful. I was reminded of the feeling I had in the middle of the night as a child that would, most frequently, send me right to my parent's room with a pillow in hand. Imagine my experience as a brand new, young mother of a newborn being awakened by more than the baby. It was quite unnerving at times. And again, there came that lonesome feeling I knew as a child. It was at this time that I met the most amazing mentor. She helped guide me and assist me in honing my abilties. Allowed me space to grow and let go of fear. And once I shed that fear, I began embracing any knowledge I could get my hands on. My journey led me to come in contact with like-minded people. Many of whom, could relate to my experiences.
I've been working with spirit for most of my life. It was only two decades ago that I felt brave enough to flow with the energies instead of fight against them. It was the greatest thing I ever did. This lesson applies to many areas of my life. In this acceptance I embraced learning many modalities including Reiki Master Training, Tarot card classes and psychic development courses. And every day I am still learning, growing... throughout all of my classes, the school of life will still be the greatest education I've had to date.
A reading with me will always come from a place of integrity. I am passionate about helping others and will always come from a place of compassion and understanding.
"A certain darkness is needed to see stars." - Osho